Loud

"I always take a little time before answering you. Sometimes I am feared that you don’t understand me, we don’t know each other, I could pass for a very proud young man or an idiot if I don’t really arrive to talk to you as I would like to do it. Furthermore, I have to translate sentences and it’s unbearable, all my thoughts might be translated, and there are surely many non senses, that's why I sent you this first poem in French. Even if you didn’t understand it, that’s a French thought and I didn’t want to see it in English. The metaphors I used to write lose their interest here and it makes me mad. One day I will learn Swedish. "